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28/11/2019

A facade; a deceptive outward appearance may be quite effective in maintaining the status quo of “I can hold it together like everyone else.” The truth, however, is that not everybody we see beaming with laughter and oozing charisma is really happy. ‘Fake it till you feel it’ is not necessarily the antidote to dealing with the overwhelming feelings that plague us.

Authenticity in a world full of masks and facades. https://youthhub5.home.blog/2019/11/28/authenticity-in-a-world-full-of-masks-and-facades/

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I wear my wrinkles like battle scars, having earned every last one slaying life’s dragons. They boast of my victories and some defeats while their beauty is a wealth of wisdom gained.”― Richelle E.…

05/10/2019

Name: Osano Brian
Stage Name: Poetic hans
Hood: Kitengela
Email: [email protected]

We all need someone..

*I NEED SOMEONE...*

I am going under,
Nobody to save me,
Drowning in this lone field
Nobody to turn to,

Yet all I need is one
Someone to prove
What we got to lose , what we got to move
We can move mountains
Someone to pull through
All those mistakes
That life chose to take
But either way
I need someone to hug
Just to know how it feels,

Now the day bleeds into nightfall
I am never sure what it takes
To take me through it all
Maybe this is all
Or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need someone to know
Someone to have
Someone to hold
Someone to heal
But I swear it’s never that easy
Feels so away
I finally stop and go away
I guess I like the way the way I numb the pain

©Poetic Hans

02/09/2019

ALL A LIE.
Ever abandoned logic for passion?
Not being interested in titles,
Just the hearts,
And if having a big heart is a crime,
Then shoot me!
Maybe this was some kind of secret from the law book
I dared not to look,
Right now feels like some kind of nonsense,
Like getting yourself signed for sure death.

If I had a choice, I’d choose logic,
Passion is unstable, logic is constant,
Physical reactions wired not any similar to the chemical reactions of the brain,
I can’t trust them,
They are not real,
Still not even sure if I can trust the whole universe of chemical reaction
But am pretty sure will,

There is a bad thing about breakups
Looks like the tables have turned!
Some friendship you lose
Hell breaks loose
It is some kind of law
Not sure I can ground it.

I bet you knew your way to my heart
Didn’t you?
Possessed the charm to make it beat a little bit faster
And all this time I had this chemistry wired up my body
Living a lie
Just being a fool
HEY SHUT UP!
Oh no! I didn’t mean you,
That is what I say to my heart,
There is a voice that seems indestructible
That led to you
But criticizes me for choosing you
To make me feel like a fool
It’s like destroying an entire solar system without living your home.

You made me a hero
I mean you made me feel like a hero
Left alive alive to sell a lie
Not knowing was on probation this whole time
Yet the connection felt so divine
Felt like being promoted and demoted at the same time
But it had a price to pay, right?
Thinking my chance to survive without you was zero
I’d write it down to zero!

©Poetic_hans

07/07/2019

I AM A CHEAT. First things first, My dear, I understand it has been a bad year, It has been a loveless year, All this while, I have been a man of fear, Integrity, faith and crocodile tears, But right now am here, Your doubts am willing to clear. Look me in the eyes, What do you see? Perfect paradise? [ 137 more words ]

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09/06/2019

THE STRENGHT OF A WOMAN. Listen! She is strong yet tenacious Intellectual yet gracious A beautiful creation Very fragile and tender hearted Yet so strong at heart Hardworking and powerful Loved everywhere yet always mistreated. Everything starts with her In her womb, men and woman of substance Are carried Educate her And there you have an educated world Her amazing ability to withstand pain… [ 201 more words ]

THE STRENGHT OF A WOMAN. Listen! She is strong yet tenacious Intellectual yet gracious A beautiful creation Very fragile and tender hearted Yet so strong at heart Hardworking and powerful Loved eve…

06/06/2019

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PERFECT IMPERFECTION I got this confession I’d rather make But am afraid of the outbreak Its about something I cant help but hide Because it is better left inside Because i don’t want people to jud…

15/05/2019

I found this girl who can ever rule my world, And she makes me lose control, She changed my world with a blink of an eye, This is some truth I can not deny, She renewed the pains in my eyes, The girl I never knew turned out to be an angel in disguise, And my day completely incomplete without her around, [ 74 more words ]

I found this girl who can ever rule my world, And she makes me lose control, She changed my world with a blink of an eye, This is some truth I can not deny, She renewed the pains in my eyes, The gi…

02/05/2019

And so she is dying, She dying because nothing seems to help, This feeling is lying, Telling her she is fine, When inside she is dying, Faking a smile just to keep herself from crying, This is a dead end, She can't push through, I guess its not even worth trying, The truth is her life is a mess, She is sad and upset, … [ 239 more words ]

And so she is dying, She dying because nothing seems to help, This feeling is lying, Telling her she is fine, When inside she is dying, Faking a smile just to keep herself from crying, This is a de…

30/03/2019

Its like I don't want to do this But you don't want to do this And I have to do this They think they know who I am All they see is a man who loves to kill I forced her out of her own will Neither did I care what she'd feel But she was my girl still She was mine since our first date… [ 398 more words ]

Its like I don’t want to do this But you don’t want to do this And I have to do this They think they know who I am All they see is a man who loves to kill I forced her out of her own wi…

30/03/2019

Its like I don't want to do this But you don't want to do this And I have to do this They think they know who I am All they see is a man who loves to kill I forced her out of her own will Neither did I care what she'd feel But she was my girl still She was mine since our first date… [ 170 more words ]

Its like I don’t want to do this But you don’t want to do this And I have to do this They think they know who I am All they see is a man who loves to kill I forced her out of her own wi…

28/03/2019

Help me if you canand i do appreciate you being around but at least there's something you can do help me get my feet back on the ground please help me, I mean save me. I am a person of survival but growing up that was never my title right now am a dead soul fighting for revival A young man who became suicidal… [ 218 more words ]

Help me if you canand i do appreciate you being around but at least there’s something you can do help me get my feet back on the ground please help me, I mean save me. I am a person of surviv…

13/03/2019

I am breaking , I swear I can feel it cracking, I am still shaking from what I fear, I can't let anyone in , so don't you dare come near! I am still wondering if am still part of the plan still wondering can't seem to understand what's God cause why did He create me with all my flaws? 100 more words [ 98 more words ]

I am breaking , I swear I can feel it cracking, I am still shaking from what I fear, I can’t let anyone in , so don’t you dare come near! I am still wondering if am still part of the pl…