08/09/2026
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happy new year + bearthday to me
instagram,
algorithm
i hope you see
as i share a bit
bout me,
another year
another dollar
still not a husband
still not a father,
still at it wit the music
thinking am i even good
as i do this?
β¨heartbreaks from the women
i thought loved me
but can easily wake up
the next morning
to say ____ me
no blood
no sweat
no tears
just pain
unhealed wounds
and scars
on the heart
and fear,
fear of not
seeing what (i) want to see
fear of not
being who i want to be,
stillβ¦.
gratitude is da attitude
being (still) is what
i was [forced] to do
i am to give myself grace
i am to look self in the face
i will tell self
that i am worthy
i will not worry
if they heard me
because i heard me,
poetry,
being does not mean
youβre βgiving upβ
or quitting,
it means balance
disciplined
growth
maturity,
today means a new life for me
bearthday show this evening
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