02/10/2017
It was one year ago today, that Aidan had one of the worst days of his life. He was hoping to finally recover from an 8-month long leg lengthening procedure. Instead, he was recovering in the hospital with another device freshly implanted, that would stabilize a badly broken femur and hopefully correct a knee subluxation. I can't imagine how hard it had to be for him during that time, as the mental stress had to be just as trying as the physical pain. This anniversary has hit me pretty hard today. It was just one of those days that you take a step back and ask, "What the hell happened?"
As Aidan was going through therapy this afternoon, I was reliving some of the moments of the past year and a half. I simply miss my sweaty head kid that would race out of the house to play street hockey. He has changed so much, and the reality of what he has been through is all so surreal at times. It's still hard to accept.
God must have been listening to all my pity talk, as he gave us a subtle sign to keep the faith. Aidan jumped to 74 degrees of passive motion today (up from 72). He's been sick the last couple of days, so this was quite the surprise. His first doctor had told us that he would struggle to make it past 60 degree of motion, so it was a good reminder that we cannot put limitations on his recovery.
So, I'm giving myself this anniversary day to feel sorry for his situation. I'm letting it all out....the pain, the anger, the tears, the pity, the sadness, the uncertainty, the stress...it's all coming out today. Tomorrow will be a new day.....a good day filled with much hope and faith.
Here is a video of Aidan playing some soccer in therapy. He is getting stronger.....daily.