07/06/2026
Sapphire has been released
The morning after Onyx was released, we held our breaths, but to our surprise Sapphire seemed fine.
We were very concerned about how Sapphire would cope once Onyx was gone. The two had formed an exceptionally strong bond and were almost always together. After the de-waterproofing debacle had shaken Sapphire's confidence, she had come to rely on Onyx even more.
We were hoping to be able to keep Sapphire in care just a little longer so she could put on some extra weight before release. While her weight was healthy, she had very little in reserve. Outside of pre-moult, Sapphire was notoriously resistant to gaining weight beyond what she clearly considered her ideal body condition. She would refuse any increase in her feeds and, if we persisted, often regurgitate them.
Unfortunately, deliberately regurgitating feeds was also one of Sapphire's preferred methods of expressing her displeasure and a response to distress. So, we knew that Sapphire might respond to Onyx’s absence in this way.
But Sapphire took the first feed after Onyx was released without drama, and we were both surprised and relieved.
Sapphire spent her time with Rose that day. Rose and Sapphire could definitely be considered friends; they didn’t have the depth of bond that Sapphire and Onyx had. Rose couldn't provide the comfort Sapphire was looking for, and as the day wore on Sapphire became increasingly distressed.
Because Onyx's release had taken place in the evening, the usual pre-release routine had been very different. The choice to release Onyx in the evening rather than pre-dawn was made both for logistical reasons and to give her the opportunity to choose her own path—whether that meant returning ashore to reclaim a burrow if she was local or heading straight out to sea towards her colony. The pre-release routine was also much shorter than normal after Onyx's attempted stowaway mission forced us to bring her departure forward.
Onyx had been temporarily removed from the enclosure a couple of times before for vet visits and medical treatment, so we suspect Sapphire initially assumed this was another temporary absence.
When Onyx failed to return within the usual timeframe, she must have realised that her best friend had been released without her.
She responded as we knew she might – by regurgitating the evening feed. She then regurgitated the feed the next morning as well. Instead of building the energy reserves we had hoped for, she was now at risk of losing weight.
She also became frantic and throwing a tantrum when fed, screaming, flailing with her flippers, and biting. While Sapphire had always let us know when she was displeased, she had never behaved quite like this before. She was suddenly acting more like Crimson than Sapphire.
Once again, a penguin made the decision for us.
We suddenly found ourselves organising another release at very short notice.
Like Onyx, Sapphire was going to be released in the evening. But we knew she needed to know as soon as possible. At her morning feed, Sapphire was fed—very much against her wishes and despite her best efforts to spit every fish back out—and before she had the opportunity to regurgitate the meal, she was placed directly into a transport box.
The change was immediate. The brewing tantrum vanished. Her bellyful of fish remained unregurgitated.
Sapphire settled quietly into her transport box and waited calmly for the rest of the day, seemingly content in the knowledge that she was finally getting what she had been demanding.
Finally, it was time to start the long drive to Stanley. Sapphire was excited when the journey began, but grew noticeably quieter in her transport box as we turned away from the ocean and headed west.
When we arrived in Stanley, there was none of the excited recognition we would expect from an adult penguin returning home. Instead, every feather seemed to radiate apprehension and uncertainty.
It quickly became apparent that while Stanley was where Sapphire had been found, it was not where she considered home.
As with Onyx, we were releasing Sapphire in the only location available to us, knowing that once she reached the ocean she would be able to make her own way home. For Sapphire, however, this likely meant returning to the place where the worst experience of her life had occurred. Whatever had caused her original injury and severe feather loss had been traumatic.
As we arrived at the release site, Sapphire’s low, hunkered posture in the transport box made it obvious that she was uncomfortable being back there.
Then, as the transport box was carried across the beach, she saw the ocean.
The transformation was instant.
The moment Sapphire caught sight of the water, every trace of uncertainty disappeared. If she could have flown into the sea, she would have.
She had waited months for this moment.
After injury, feather loss, failed waterproofing, and so many months in care, Sapphire was finally fit, healthy, waterproof, and back where she belonged.
In the ocean.
Thankyou to everyone who helped us get Sapphire back in the ocean. Thankyou to her adopters: Rebecca, Georgia, Salt of the Earth, Teresa, Jenny and Marianne.