25/07/2026
I'm a 20 year old girl, and please don't judge by reading this…
I'm currently in a relationship with a guy with whom I talked for almost 2 months. This last 2 months in my life changed everything. We met through social media, and normally manxe haru le kura start garda kta haru flirt garera bolxan ni (from my perspective) but we started by suggesting Series and movies to each other 😂 later we got to know Hami ta kati dherai ways bata connected rahexau, hamro relatives, Ghar, sabai thau Bata.
Ani boleko 1 week ma we saw each other irl for the first time tyo ni plan garera haina, he was with his family Ani Testo ramro sanga bolna ni payena, we just had a cup of tea together 😭 Ani first time bhetda nai hamlai separation anxiety bhaisakeko thyo🥲 tespaxi we got really close.
Bolda boldai usko family le tha paunu bhayo. His Mom really likes me tho, not in a HUNE WALA BUHARI but she genuinely blushes while talking to me😁
He's a good man, he respects me, ik you guys are probably thinking suru suru ma yestai hunxa but I found him the same from the first day to now. But his past really pi**es me off, even though he didn't hide anything, ANYTHING I asked, he's transparent and willing to explain everything.
I saw some chats tyo ni 3/4 yrs agadi ko, didn't liked how he was talking to that girl. When I asked him about that he said he's sorry, and he even posted a picture of us just to make me sure he doesn't care about hurting anyone's feeling except mine. He said he has changed, that I'm the first girl he ever introduced to his family, that he promised to marry and blah blah…
I trust him. I really do. Tara ni idk why I'm getting flashbacks of those texts.
Maybe I'm overthinking… maybe i fear to lose him…
Ki maybe ma uslai dherai maya garna thale…
I just don’t know how to stop thinking about something that already belongs to the past…
How do you trust someone completely when your mind keeps going back to what they used to be?