30/10/2014
(Sacha pyar ki kahani) Mein aur meri khamos mohabbat – Ranjan
H! Guys myself ranjan. I’m4m odisha,pattamundaidosto meri lyfke true story suru karnese pehle ye batadu ke me ek odia hu aur mujhe hindi thikse bolna nai ata,So plz agr koi galti ho to maaf kardena
Dosto chalo me apsaviko lechalta hu kuch saal pehle saal tha 2007 tb me cls 9th me padhraha thato me ek bht naughty ldka tha,masti karna kisika mazak udana frnds k sath milke ye to adat hogeyi thiYe lv kya h,flngs kya h,emotion kya h mujhe bilkul v pata nai tha,To hardin kya waise rahega nai na ?To waqt k sath sb change hogeya,kuch aisa tha wo din
tb me field me football khelraha thaachanak nazar jake ek ladki k upar padimujhe wo bht a6i lagi,par woladki kahin dikhai nai deraha thawo sayad admsn lene ayithi to kuch din baad fir dekha to me bht khus hogeya aur socha k aj pata laga ke hi rahungaTo pata lagya k wo 10th cls ki stdnt he mtlb mere se 1saal bdi. To me bhtsad hogeya fir socha k chalo cls to nai scl to ek hi h na roz dkhlunga wo ladki hamare gaon me uski mami k ghar rehne wali thi ek saal keliye to mene socha to mene use dekhe bina rehni skta,cls bunk marke chori chori dekhne laga mujhe b pata nai tha k ye kya horaha he
To gaon me vi uske sath meri frndsp hogeya, mene uske sath bat ki bht sare bt beth ke kiya, wo meri bht a6 dost bnchuki thi.mere sath khana ghumna sb krahi thi, me uske liye note likrhatha,aise hi bht din bit geya To ek din uski mami ne kahi k wo 5 din keliye unki gaon janewali h koi festival h To mene kaha thik h to dosto 1 din guzargeya mujhe a6a ni laga sb suna suna lgraha tha Frnds k sath b bat ni karaha tha mujhe lga sayad mujhe pyar hogeya h unse.Mene chup chup kar bht roya,kisko bta v na paya btau to kya btao,Ye pyar ka koi naam na tha,Mene akele roya apni dilko sambhala,khana pina sb chor diya. 5din k bd wo ayi mano to ek bejan sarir me jaan ageya,mene bht khus hua,fir bht bt krne lagi wo hr bt shr karrahi thi,ek din uski mami ne bht marrahi thi,Mujhe ake batayi aur ropadi mevi roya tha,dil karaha tha mami ko janse mardu,Par kya karu drlagraha tha q k me chhotatha aur wo mere se 1saal bdi. Aise h bht sareyaaden h,ek din hum ek sath bethe the usne kaha k agr 2m ek din v bt nai karoge na me bht roungi,mera dil bar bar yahi kehraha tha k boldo dil kibaat fir dimag kuch aur kehraha tha k wo bdi h merese aur me riste me uskimama k beta mtlb me uski bhai hu mujhe shrm b artha aur dar v. .to me bata nai paya,dil ki baat dilme rehgeya,Fir socha chalo firkavi aise h bht masti krne lagi,Usne mujhe hasaya rulaya,din bitta geya aur ageya test exam uske 2mahine baad final yani metric exam
to usne bht hardwork kiya padhi bt krna thoda kam hogeya,sayad wo exam mera ek tarfa pyar ka turning point tha,uske bd wo bht kam bt ki q k metric exam paas araha tha.Mene hardin sochraha tha k btadu btadu,lekin
Menesocha avi ni btaunga exm k bd btaunga,Bt aisa nai hua,usne exm k 2maine pehle hi mujhe bina btayi apni ghar chaligeyi,coching centre janekeliye
me yaha akela rota raha pagal ki tarha dhunta raha kain wo idhar to nai udhar to nai,akela pagaki tarha bt krnelga,mano pagal hi hogeya,pyar mene kiya tha saza b mujhe h milega na to mene khana pina bht kam hogeyi. Istarha mera v 10th cls hogeya . Pata nai wo kahan chali geyi,isb**h 2 saal bitgeya,mene v clg jane laga,ek din achanak pattamundai clg road me uski mulaqat hogeyi,me bilkul chok geya,mera heartbeat bht tez hogeyiLekin wo mujhe dkhi lekin nadkhne ka bahana bnayimujhe laga me marhi jaunga sayad. ,din bhr wohisochne laga,agledin firse mulaqat usne apni cycle roki mere paas menedkha wo bht chng hogeyi thi bht sundar lgrahi thi. Firse dkh k jano firse mere dilme wohi halchal hua jo 2saal pehle huatha. .to usne mujhe kaha aj kal kya krahe ho aur kese ho..bs itni si bt mene kaha thk hu aur ek halkasa smile,aur usne kahi k mera cls tym me jarahi hu .bye kehkara chali geyimene ajtk v mere dilki bt naikahata tomene socha k clg me hi propose krunga,tomene apne apko bht strng kiya ye jo bhaya ka rista thabhulgeya.mujhe laga wo mere liye h bni h,lekin na dosto me galat thamujhe pata chala ki uski bf v he aur bht pyar krti h unse.mano mera dil k sare arman chkmachur hogeya,mene khada tha meri ankhmeansu ageyaDostne kaha bhul jause 2mhi btao dosto kese bhulu wodin wo lamhe bht tadpati h wo yaden meri dil aur dimag ne yai kaha k dil ki bt na bolu to behtar h q ki wo apni lyf me bht khus thi,aise+2k bd mene bhubaneswar chalaya aya apni bki padhai puri krne is b**h 3 saal gujar geya. .hardin rota tha har raat jagna der raat sona,padhaime man ni lgraha tha ,aisa din nai gaya k mene unko yaad na kiya,aise h dosto mere dilki baat dilme hi dafanaliya, han kavi kavi jb gaon jata hu to uski chehra nazar ata h kvi kvi. .jb nazar ata h to dil ki dhadkan tez hojata hmeri pehla pyar thi wo aur ajse8sal pehlesuru huatha ajtak me roraha hu bt unko khbar hi nai h ki koi h jo unke beinteha mhbbt krta h aj v
roz tera intzr hotahe roz yedil bekrar hotahekash 2m smjhskte k chup rehnewalo k v kisise pyar hota h
m still w8ng 4uplz cm bk 2 my lyfplzplz