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27/09/2025

Isaiah 58 paints the Sabbath in a way that goes beyond rules and rituals. It isn’t just about resting from work; it is about aligning your heart with God’s delight. God says, if you turn away from doing your own pleasure on My holy day, and call the Sabbath a delight, then you will find joy in Him.

That means Sabbath is not supposed to be heavy, boring, or full of restriction. It is about rest that restores. It is about laying aside your hustle, your striving, and your endless to-do list so that your soul can breathe. It is a day where you stop chasing your own interests and instead make space for God’s interests prayer, worship, kindness, mercy.

And the promise is beautiful: “Then you will find your joy in the Lord, and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.” In other words, Sabbath is not just about what you stop doing it is about what God starts doing in you. It positions you for joy, strength, and provision.

If we bring this to modern life, it means learning to shut off the phone, pause the constant scroll, and step away from the noise, not as a rule but as a rhythm. It is choosing to rest in God’s presence, feast on His word, spend time with loved ones, and let your heart remember that you are not sustained by your work, but by His grace.

26/09/2025

The oil takes the shape of the container

There was a widow who came to Elisha with tears on her face and fear in her voice. Her husband was gone. Her creditors were circling. They wanted to take her two sons as slaves for payment. She had nothing left in her hands but grief.

“Tell me, what do you have in your house?” Elisha asked her.

“Nothing,” she said, almost whispering. Then she remembered. “Nothing… except a small jar of oil.”

It was not much. Just a drop of hope in an empty jar of life. Yet the man of God told her something strange. “Go. Borrow vessels from all your neighbors, empty ones. Do not gather a few. Then go inside, shut the door behind you and your sons, and pour out the oil.”

And so she did.

She sent her sons running door to door, gathering jars, bowls, pitchers, every container they could find. In the quiet of her small house, she lifted her trembling hands and tilted her tiny jar of oil. And something happened. The oil flowed. It poured and filled the first jar, then the second, then the third. Each time the stream should have ended, it kept flowing, shaping itself into the space before it.

The oil never stopped until there were no containers left. When her son cried, “There is not another vessel,” the oil ceased. It obeyed the measure of her faith and the size of her preparation.

The oil took the shape of the container.

So it is with the Spirit of God in us. His supply has no limit, but He will only fill the space we make. If your vessel is small, your filling will be small. If your vessel is wide, stretched by faith, humbled in obedience, then the oil will expand to meet it.

The widow learned that day that her answer was not in what she lacked, but in what she carried and how she received. Her sons were saved, her debt was paid, her life restored because she dared to gather vessels and believe the oil would not fail.

Prepare your containers. Prepare your heart, your mind, your capacity to believe. The oil of heaven will always take the shape of the container you bring.

25/09/2025

Secret place

When you go to the secret place, prepare to hear what you do not want to hear. That is the first thing I will tell you. The secret place is not a quiet corner where only nice things happen. It is the place where truth finds you, even when truth comes like a wound.

Go there and you may hear God speak in ways that unsettle you. He might name your pride. He might point out the ways you have blamed others for what you should have changed. He might call you back to a path you left because it was hard. He might ask you to give up what comforts you so something greater can live.

Hagar knew this. In the wilderness she was forced to listen to a voice that called her by name. It was not the answer she expected after she ran because of pride and hurt. It was the voice that said, return, humble yourself, and yet I see you. That seeing cut through her shame and gave her a promise to carry forward.

Tamar knew this too. She sat at the roadside under a veil and listened to the whisper of destiny in the midst of danger. Her obedience and her risk were tangled. She had to listen past the pounding of her own hurt to the quiet stir that said, do what is right for your children even if the world misunderstands.

Prepare, then, to hear what you do not want to hear. That hearing asks something of you. It asks total submission to obedience. Not blind, not passive. Submission that means you will do the hard work of changing the thing inside you that keeps repeating the same pain. Submission that means you answer when God says go back, or stay, or wait, or step forward. Submission that means you accept correction and then move with courage.

The secret place will show you two things at once. It will expose your failure and it will offer you a way forward. It will break you and then build you again. It will ask you to lay down your pride and pick up a promise.

If you go there ready only to be comforted, you will leave unchanged. If you go there ready to obey, even when obedience feels like loss, you will leave with life. Like Hagar you may discover you are seen. Like Tamar you may find your boldness has a purpose. And like both of them you will learn that obedience born from humble listening can save not just you but those who come after you.

Sit in the silence. Let the hard words land. Breathe them in. Answer them with a small yes when you can find it. Your yes in the secret place will change a story.

24/09/2025

My son Ishmael, listen to me. You are old enough now to know the truth of how we began. You carry a name that means God hears. That name is not by chance. It was born in the wilderness with my tears.”

Ishmael does not speak. He only looks at me, his eyes searching, waiting for me to continue.

“I was a servant in Sarah’s house. I had no power, no voice. When she could not give Abraham a child, she gave me to him. Not as a wife of honor, but as a vessel. My body was chosen for what hers could not give. And when I conceived, pride rose up in me. Yes, my son, pride. I began to despise Sarah. I looked at her with eyes that said, I am carrying what you never could.”

I pause, my voice thick. “That pride brought me trouble. Sarah’s anger fell heavy on me. Her words cut like stones, and her hand was harsh. I thought myself strong because I carried the child of promise, but in truth, I was fragile. So I ran. I ran into the desert, swollen with you inside me, thirsty, broken, thinking perhaps death would be easier.”

The desert returns to me in memory. The blistering sun. The taste of dust on my tongue. The sound of silence so loud it crushed my heart.

“But God found me there. The Angel of the Lord came by a spring of water. He called me by my name, Hagar. Do you hear that, Ishmael? He called me by my name. Not servant. Not Egyptian. Not runaway. My name.”

Tears blur my eyes. “He told me to return to Sarah. He told me to humble myself under her hand. That was not easy, my son. To go back where I was despised. To face the one I had mocked. But the Angel gave me a promise too. He said you, the child in my womb, would live. That you would be a wild man, free, and your hand would be against every man, and every man’s hand against you. You would dwell in the presence of your brethren. You would become a great nation. And there, at that spring, I named Him El Roi, the God who sees me. For in my despair I realized, I was not invisible.”

Ishmael’s eyes soften, though he still says nothing. His silence carries both weight and wonder.

“You are Ishmael, my son. Your very name means the Lord has heard. He heard my cries in the wilderness. He saw me when pride had led me to pain. He did not leave me in shame, nor did He let me die in despair. Remember this, my son. The world may judge us, men may cast us away, but God sees and God hears. That is why you live. That is why your name will never be forgotten.”

23/09/2025

My daughter, if you ever hear my name whispered in judgment, let me tell you my truth.

I was once a young bride, dreaming of children and a secure home. But my husband died too soon. His brother was told to give me a child, as our customs demanded. Instead, he used me, and then he too was gone. I was left with nothing but promises from my father-in-law, Judah. He told me to wait, to remain a widow until his youngest son was old enough. I waited. I trusted. But I was forgotten.

Do you know what it feels like to watch your future vanish while you are still breathing? To be alive, but treated as though your story has ended? That was me.

So I did something desperate. Something bold. I veiled myself and waited by the roadside. When Judah saw me, he thought I was a harlot. He did not recognize me, but I recognized my chance to fight for the life denied to me. From that night, I conceived.

When they discovered I was pregnant, they cried for my death. “Burn her!” they said. But I did not tremble. I held out the staff and seal of Judah, the man who had forgotten his promise. With those tokens in my hands, I claimed my right to live.

Judah looked at me and said the words I had longed to hear: “She is more righteous than I.” In that moment, my shame turned to strength.

From my womb came twins, and through my son Perez, the line of kings continued. Even the Messiah would one day trace His blood through me.

So, my daughter, remember this: the world may call you reckless, shameful, or desperate. But sometimes survival wears a veil, and courage looks like foolishness to others. Do not let the voices of judgment drown out the truth of your purpose. God sees you, even when men do not.

22/09/2025

When we speak of God’s will, many of us reduce it to questions like “Who will I marry? What job will I take? Where will I live?” But the more I lean into Him, the more I realize His will is much bigger and far deeper. The will of God is His Kingdom come. It is heaven making earth its colony, just as it was in Eden.

Jesus Himself simplified it for us: “Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you” (Luke 12:31). That means my first pursuit is not a spouse, a career, or even security. It is the Kingdom. When I align with the Kingdom, everything else falls into place as a natural addition and not a desperate chase.

And where does this Kingdom begin? Not outside, but within. God said through the prophet Jeremiah: “I will put my law in their minds and write it on their hearts” (Jeremiah 31:33). The Kingdom is first an inward reality before it becomes an outward influence. It must take root in the soil of your heart, shaping your desires, your character, and your obedience, before you can carry it into the world.

Only then are you ready to influence others. Because Kingdom influence is not about noise, competition, or proving points. It is about quiet transformation that overflows. It is the yeast in the dough, the seed in the ground, the light on the hill.

So when I think of the will of God, I see this order:

1. Seek His Kingdom first and let His reign be your priority.

2. Let His Kingdom take shape in your heart and allow Him to transform you inwardly.

3. Step out and influence by carrying that Kingdom to others in love, in truth, and in power.

21/09/2025

Singles Sunday

There are days when singlehood feels like sitting in the back seat at a banquet. Everyone else seems to be moving forward engagements, weddings, families but while I remain in the quiet corner, my chair unclaimed, my table set with solitude. In those moments, pride tempts me. It whispers, Prove yourself. Show them why you are still here. Stand taller, shine brighter, force your worth into their sight.

But the words of Jesus return to me with piercing gentleness. He told us not to rush for the seat of honor, but to wait in the low place until the master himself calls us higher. That low place is humbling, but it is also safe. In the quiet of the back seat, I can serve my Father without distraction. Here no one is measuring me against timelines and expectations. Here I learn that humility is not passivity but trust—trust that when the time is right, the Master of the feast will call my name.

Ruth’s story breathes life into mine. She did not parade through Bethlehem announcing her loneliness. Instead, she bent low in the fields, gleaning behind the reapers, her heart steady in diligence and quiet honor. She was not noticed because she shouted; she was noticed because she served. And in that posture, Boaz saw her—not only her beauty, but her humility, her faithfulness, her reverence for God.

So I remind myself: singlehood is not a stain, nor a spotlight of shame. It is a vantage point, a seat at the back where I am closest to the whispers of Abba. From here I learn His ways and His rhythms. From here I exchange pride for patience, fantasy for faith. From here I trust that when the time is ripe, honor will not come through my striving but through His hand that lifts.

Until then, like Ruth, I will glean in the fields He has given me. I will bend to gather the daily bread of His Word. I will labor in love for those around me. And I will serve my Father in secret, confident that His eyes see further than any man’s.

And if one day a relationship enters my life, my prayer will not be, Does this make me look complete? but Lord, is this Your will? For the same Master who calls me from the low seat will also guide me in love. Humility teaches me this: it is always better to wait for the voice of God than to chase the fleeting approval of the crowd.

21/09/2025

Dear Beloved Single Sisters and Brothers,

There are moments in this journey of waiting when life does not unfold the way you thought it would. You prayed, you fasted, and you were certain you had heard God’s voice. You believed He said, “This is the one.” But then your eyes opened to a different reality. The person you thought was yours is holding someone else’s hand, smiling, already walking in another relationship.

What do you do with that kind of disappointment? Do you fight for them? Do you argue with God? Do you twist scripture trying to convince yourself, or them, that they still belong to you? I have learned, sometimes through tears, that love is never forced and neither is the will of God. He whispers, but He never manipulates. If God does not force His will on us, why should we try to force it on anyone else?

The first thing is to respect their choice. That is not weakness, it is freedom. Don’t reduce yourself to watching their every move, scrolling through their pictures, waiting for cracks to appear. That is not faith, it is bo***ge, and bo***ge dries up your oil.

Do not drag up the past to make them look unworthy. That is the enemy’s work, keeping records of wrongs. God does not do that. He embraces the present and offers hope for the future. And please, do not let envy hide behind “concern.” Stop whispering, “What did he even see in her?” Stop throwing shade, mocking appearances, or posting indirect messages on social media. When you do that, your own oil runs dry and you risk missing your banquet.

Instead, here is the better way. Carry your lamp, and do not forget the oil. That oil is your worship, your purity, and your purpose. Just like the wise virgins, you will need it when the true groom comes. You may not know the hour, but you know what is required: be ready.

Go back to your Maker with your confusion and your pain. Tell Him honestly how you feel. He is not shocked by your honesty. Then hold onto what He has already spoken. If He said He would write your marriage story, then let Him hold the pen. He does not lie. He does not play games. His word is higher than His name, and His will concerning you will not fail.

Keep the faith, even if it feels shaky. Hold on to His promise: “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” His presence is far more precious than any human companionship. And when the right one comes, you will see that the waiting, the tears, and even the disappointments were not wasted.

Take this as a lesson. People can disappoint you. Circumstances can confuse you. But Jesus will always remain steady. He is your way, your truth, and your life. He will not let you miss your portion.

So, dear sister, dear brother, lift your eyes again. Do not let bitterness steal your oil. Do not let envy blind you. Keep your lamp burning bright. The Bridegroom is on His way, and He is faithful.

With love,
A fellow traveler in waiting

08/09/2025

Don’t Miss the Voice Before the Main Guest

In many Christian gatherings, the spotlight is often fixed on the “main guest” the preacher whose name is on the poster. Crowds sit through the earlier sessions, half-listening, waiting only for that one moment. Yet in doing so, many miss what God is already saying.

Think of John the Baptist. He was not the Messiah, but his message was vital. To ignore him was to risk missing Jesus, because John’s voice was preparing hearts for the greater encounter.

The same happens today. Before the keynote preacher takes the stage, there may be a worship team releasing heaven through song, or a minister speaking words of fire and truth. These are not fillers they are carriers of God’s assignment.

Every session counts. Every minister is important. Every song, every prayer, every message carries a portion of what God wants His people to receive.

So the encouragement is this: Don’t tune out while waiting for the “main speaker.” Be attentive in every moment, because the word you desperately need may come through the one you least expected.

08/09/2025

If there is something I have learned in my journey with Abba, it is that His words are not random whispers — they are anchors. I have never counted the number of times He has told me, “Be still.” Time and again, He has reminded me, “Fear not.” And when I thought I had reached my limit, He spoke, “Be strong and courageous.”

These have not been mere words; they have been the greatest attributes and affirmations I have ever received in my life. Each one carried the weight of heaven’s assurance, telling me that His presence is always enough so enough that you can’t imagine thinking outside of it.

And then there is the greatest truth of all: that He lost His life for my sake. For years I thought words like “I can’t live without you” belonged to human lips, often spoken but never truly lived. Yet they were lies in comparison to what I now know. The reality is this: I cannot live without Him.

That is my testimony. His voice steadies me. His presence holds me. His sacrifice defines me.

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