Bluey writes

10/04/2025

I HELD ONTO HIM🫂
"Even when we were yet sinners chirst came he died for us,he saved us,he took ever of our iniquities away,he paid debts he didn't owe,he took the beating that was meant for me,he didn't do anything wrong but yet he was punished for our wrongs,crimes he didn't commit,he chose to give up his life just so we could have everlasting life,so tell what other love is greater than this,someone who did all this for u,tell me what other love is greater than this?????"
Has i sat there listening to what the girl was saying I found myself crying,like I didn't plan too but the tears just kept coming,even when I tried to stop,I couldn't,nobody had ever today about God and Jesus the way she did,my parents were believers,but I'm not sure if I am, because my parents did Things that they thought was right,I never got a say about anything going on in my life, it was like I was living for them,yes,I could quote any Bible verse but I never really understood anything,I saw it like a Shakespeare novel,I wasn't feeling anything but has she spoke to me,I realised that I was far from God so were my parents,when she asked me if I could pray in the spirit,I didn't understand her,then she asked me if I wanted to pray in spirit, she reminded me that we should worship God in spirit and In truth,I won't lie,I have never really understood what that actually meant,she held my hands and then said"Gentle Holy Ghost,my beloved,my comforter,my best friend,my lover,my brother,my mentor,my mother,my father,I know you're here right now, Lord you said come to me and I'll give you rest,you said you're the way,the truth and the life, because of you,I am here,I bow before you, Lord you said call upon me and I'll show thee great and mighty things,you also Said when I call you,you Will answer me,Lord I call upon u this instant come and fill your daughter with your presence, she's lost, come show her yourself, from the crown of her head to the sole of her feet,fill her,take possession of her, because this body is your temple,it is your dwelling place"then she proceeded in saying things in another language I couldn't understand,then she hugged me, immediately she hugged I saw a man who stoned like the sun dressed in fine sparkling white linen, he's eyes were like fire,he stretched forth his hand and when I took hold of it,I felt my body electrified,I felt light,I don't know how it happened,I found myself speaking different languages,I didn't know how long I was on the floor speaking those languages,then I heard a very still calm voice calling out my name,when I looked it was him,the man who's hand I held,I didn't feel like letting go,then he spoke in a very calm voice"I have picked u, go and free the captives in my name"he poured Oil on my head,then I slept off,when I woke up,I was in my room,I felt really free,the heavy burden that had been weighing me down was gone,when I whispered a thank you father,I heard him reply me,I burst into tears praying. I've never felt show happy,after I held that hand he didn't let me go nor did I,I held on tight and I'm still holding on because without him,I cannot go anywhere, it's been six years now,I was just 15 when I held on to him, I'm very grateful she spoke to me that day, till now I don't know her name or where she's from,but I believe God sent her. So my question is are you ready to hold onto him?

10/04/2025

IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO RUN TO HIM🥺😇
As I lay on my bed gazing at the ceiling,I found myself go back in time,I got stuck in memory lane, memories of how everything started,why dad left us,how mom got married to that man,how his overbearing son tried to r**e Emily,my big sister,and mom didn't even react rather she point accusing fingers at her, saying she was lying,hell broke loose,that was the last day I saw Emily, she went to meet dad and never returned,she moved in with him,he tried to take me took but mom refused,so I was stuck with her, Clayton and his son Kelvin,I although I communicated with dad,I still felt lonely,mom totally ignored me, it was like I didn't exist,but she didn't want me out of the house like Emily had left,she claimed that my dad would have a big effect on us,there are times I tried to talk dad into sueing her to court to fight for custody buh he refused clearly he still loved her despite what she did and didn't want to hurt her,well what my mom did was really awful,she was a cheat,she created and claimed that she just didn't feel that love she use to have for him,Dad was devastated,she filed for divorce and they got divorced,I bet you're wondering why I'm telling you all these,well that's how my story begins,my home was broken and invaded, it's not every time I got together with dad,mom wasn't being watchful,so no one told me of if I did anything wrong,mom paid more attention towards her new family than me,then there's Dad,he moved because of work,so the only time we spoke was on the phone,nobody knew what I was doing, thinking nor feeling, practically I raised myself,I hunged out with the wrong gang,before I knew it i was already smoking, taking drugs, gambling,drinking, partying,playboy,sex freaky,got into street fights,been in and out of prisons,I was just 18 and I could handle guns,I was into illegal businesses,I knew Dad was disappointed with me so was Emily,but I couldn't stop,I blamed it on them,they left me when I needed them the most, people say that family is everything but too me family is nothing,one part of me loved the pain I was causing them especially mom,buh sometimes I felt really bad,I thought that they hadn't split I would not be like this or if dad had done like I told him I was busy blaming people but I forgot that I also let it happen,I also played a role,one thing lead to another I was back in prison again this time even worst,I was accused of murder,mom was utterly confused and Dad,I can't describe how he felt,for the first time I felt fear,I was scared,I didn't want to die,I tried to make them believe I didn't do it but no one would listen, one day mom, Dad and Emily came to meet me in prison,I couldn't control myself I flared up, again I blamed them for everything,they left in tears, I'm was just 19 and I'm about to die, killed for something I didn't do. One day a man came to visit the prison with his son, he's son was just 9,they came to share what they called the word of God,I paid little or no attention to them,then I felt someone tap me,it was the man's son,he was smiling at me,I pretended not to see him,he sat down "hi,my name's Luke, I'm 9, that's my dad,we came to tell u about God,but you're sad,why are you sad?" I glanced at him"well I did something really bad,so I ended up here,and I was accused for murder,do I'm sad"I told him,"well,you shouldn't be sad, God's here for u,he will deliver u from every evil,and accusations,you just have to let him in,you have to tell him your situation,then he'll save you"he smiled at me,"well I'm not sure if I'm worthy to be saved, I've done a lot of bad things,kid,so I don't think he would want to help someone like me,maybe this him punishing me,cos that's what I deserve" he just smiled again at me"can I tell you a story? Do u know the apostle Paul? He was once called Saul,he killed Christians,he didn't want to hear the name Jesus being mentioned,he killed everyone who called upon that name,he even seeked permission to go hunt down Christians,then on his to kill them, Jesus visited him,that day Paul had encounter with Jesus,he became blind, then he regained his sight,he went back,he told has many that cared to listen about Jesus,the same man,he was killing people for,he became one of the greatest apostles,infact he was the greatest,if Paul who crucified people could be saved by him,who are you? Jesus is always ready to welcome you into his blossom"he smiled at me,sighing I told him that I was too late, he'd never want me"it's never too late,here I want you to have this"he gave me a Bible, then he hugged me, whispering something like a short prayer"Dear Lord,take away fear,make he want you,come for him has you have always done, overwhelm him with your presence, amen " he did let go,he smiled at me then waved me a goodbye. That night when everyone had gone to sleep, I brought out the bible and began to read,I read all about the apostles and about Paul, that night cried,I went on my knees pleading for God's mercy,for days I prayed the way I could,calling on him,I fasted,funny right,when I read how men fasted and prayed in the bible, I decided I was going to give it a try,on the fifth night of fasting,I had a dream that someone came and opened the cell gate for me,then he lead me out,I woke up,that morning I read my bible a verse struck me hard and it was"Matthew 10:39 He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it."then there and then I decided even if I died it would be for him,I had surrendered everything to him,after bathing. I heard someone call my name,when I looked up it was the chief of police"you're free to go, you've been proved innocent,the real culprits has been found " I couldn't believe it,when i stepped out,my parents and sister was there waiting for me,I started crying,they hugged me, apologizing,but I stopped them and I was the one asking for forgiveness. I don't how it happened but God showed me Mercy,he saved me. when I told my parents and Emily everything they too wanted to experience God's love,my family and I ran to God,it was never too late,he was just there by the doorstep waiting for us to open up and let him in. I'm thankful to Luke,he made me see that I was God has been waiting for my coming into his blossom. So I'm telling you it's never too late for you to be with him.

21/10/2023

*PROLOGUE*
How would you feel if u woke up one morning to discover you were pregnant 🤰and you're just sixteen?

You'd feel really down right?

Well that's what happened to chloe Thompson. One night changed her whole life
She was r**ed at a friend's party and that got her pregnant, her parents were disappointed, her mom wants her out of the house but her dad and brother stood by her

"it's either u abort that Bastard or leave my house" her mom told her

" my child is not a bastard" she yelled in tears

What will become her fate?

Will she succumb to her mother's wishes or not?

*A BLESSING IN* *DISGUISES*

21/10/2023

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