18/07/2020
" Interwines "π
She was staring at the ceiling while these unceasing thoughts bother her. None of these thoughts actually helped her to fall asleep. She was supposed to do something to cease these thoughts but when her breaths become inconsistent, she touched her forehead, only to notice how the sweats flow to her body.
"Why am i sweating so hard? Do these thoughts really bother me a lot?" She mumbled as she wipe her sweatd with her hand. She's catching her breath as she tried to do a deep breathe. Afterwards her breath is consistent. She sighed in relief and stare at the ceiling again.
Regardless of those thoughts, she's longing for someone's presence full of warmth and comforts. A presence that could make her heart in bliss and every voids is fullfilled by love and joy. She's longing for that presence without reason.
However, she didn't realize her eyes started to blur and tears flow started to pour down from her eyes.
"What have i done? I'm still longing for his warmth." She mumbled again but it's unclear as she tried to lift her lips up and wipe her tears. However, her tears thats so crystal clear continously flowed. She could not stop it as her heart started to scream in misery and pain. She's mourning and dwelling with the past and regret's.
It was a time where they shared their mutual feelings, they cuddled and their scent mixed up. There scents may be intoxicating to the point she hugges him so tight, afraid to let him go. However, as time passed, their hugs is beyond unexpected. Their hugs become more aggresive, desperate to reciprocate the mutual emotions they shared in the past.
The eyes started to look reluctant and the glowing stars doesn't shine like the usual.
It was like the flowers started to wither. The latter is longing on what they have before but the former is getting fed up. The tears is visible to the eyes. It's getting puffy and the hair is messy.
Regardless of the appearance, it was astonishing and no words cant explain how much emotion they felt in that moment. The moment when they last interlocked each other, both of them lean forward as they shared their last kiss.Tasting each other's taste for the last time. It was a memorable moment atleast. One's longing is fullfilled while the other one is mourning.
It was a time where both of their intwerining started to loose. It was a time where the void is unfullfilled and the mellifluous voice started to change into desperate and fear to speak. It was a time where her heart