28/09/2019
Title:my pain,my life
Yeahhh you read it my pain my life because im in pain right now and this story is all about my life im in my room listening to the music whisch is too loud Skl hahhaha i manage to typed it even if my tears are falling yeah im cryin while im tyoing those words but who did care,im just nobody.you cant see me cryin infront of many people but my eyes says all my emotion even if im smiling my eyes is crying but you cant see it i said im okay but totally im not Im a great pretender huh....
Next day
Im looking for my book because its missing when i cant find it I hate it when my grandma says "tanga,inutil,bobo,wwalang saysay,and worst bakit ikaw pa ang ipinanganak ng nanay mo ampon ka lang ata ehhh o sadyang tanga ka talaga" they compate me to others
Even if i tried my best its not worth it
Im honor but not with high honor and there it they wors again like "sana ginaya mo si bla bla bla bla napakatalino non nasa first and blah blah blah blah" like duhhh im not them im im me....
Btw im looking for my books in school because tommorow is ourexam but f**k its missing and mostly my grandma is angry again she didnt even helo me to find mh books but the books are really expensive like 850 and i guees thats our cheapest book i cry harde when i heard a religious song about Jesus and never give up,im ready to face my death,hell yeahhh im born ready because my FAMILY thinks that im just a TRASH but i cannot take su***de because of my mother.she is my inspiration while im still fighting because my mother is OFW and tes were just poor because my f**kin stupid father just left us and left us hanging and now evertime i plan to su***de i remind my mother because she is woring hard just to fullfil our needs dito nalang my life is hard but i will still fighting and I will wait until God had already a great plan for me
-creator,magandang mj
