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15/12/2020

Filipino has 21 alphabets
A, B, K, D, E, G, H, I, L, M, N, Ñ, NG, O, P, R, S, T, U, W, Y

COUNTING NUMBERS:
Isa (una) - 1 (first)
Dalawa (pangalawa) - 2 (second)
Tatlo (pangatlo) - 3 (third)
Apat (pang-apat) - 4 (fourth)
Lima (panglima) - 5 (fifth)
Anim (pang-anim) - 6 (sixth)
Pito (pangpito) - 7 (seventh)
Walo (pangwalo) - 8 (eighth)
Siyam (pangsiyam) - 9 (ninth)
Sampo (pangsampu) - 10 (tenth)
Labing-isa = 11
Labingdalawa = 12
Labingtatlo = 13
Labing-apat = 14
Labinglima = 15
Labing-anim = 16
Labingpito = 17
Labingwalo = 18
Labingsiyam = 19
Dalawampu (bente) = 20
Dalawamput-isa = 21
Tatlumpu = 30
Tatlumput-isa =31
Apatnapu = 40
Apatnaput-isa = 41
Limangpu = 50
Limpangput-isa = 51
Animnapu = 60
Animnaput-isa = 61
Pitumpu = 70
Pitumput-isa = 71
Walumpu = 80
Walumput-isa = 81
Siyamnapu = 90
Siyamnaput-isa = 91
Isangdaan = 100
Isanglibo = 1 thousand
Isang milyon = 1 million

Tagalog beginner:
Kamusta - hello/hi
Oo - yes
Hindi - no
Tama - right
Mali - wrong
Wag - don’t
Pwede/Sige - fine/ok
Ako - me/I
Ikaw - you
Siya - him/her
Tayo - we/us
Sila - them
Kanila - their
Lahat - all
Kapitbahay - neighbor

Question:
What - ano
Why - bakit
Who - sino
When - kailan
How- paano

24/05/2020

Letting go:
A task given which you should stop holding back and break free whether ready or not.
At my case is different.
I lacked confidence

24/05/2020

Baliw
Normal people say I’m one crazy person eversince I was elementary. Kids at my age bullies me for no reason. They just hated me for being different.
I didn’t understood it those times so I tried my best to be normal just like them. I never noticed that it was wrong!
I grew up following only by the commands of what people sorrounds me. Like a robot who can’t work because I’m just following orders that I don’t even know what is right to follow. I don’t even have an idea to express myself.
The feeling of something’s missing in your life that you regret yourself not doing even just one mistake to learn? And when the time you finally have the courage to something and your ready for failure? They would know. Keep you back to the shadow where things remains mystery.
I was never born build from failures. I don’t even know what it meant to stand from failure. All I know is I’m scared to be in the real world. What it feels like to live alone where asking nobody but myself. I don’t even want swallow my pride!
Introverted person like me don’t know how to socialize so I remain mysterious from myself. I don’t know who I am! What do I like? All I know is that everybody keeps telling me they all hate me for my attitude. But nobody understood me. They’re just against my attitude.
They told me what my attitude is like. But they don’t know what my story behind. They never asked why so I think nobody cares.
No I’m open minded and don’t care for what people think and say. I’m never going to live my life for others! Now I don’t have a reason to let others control me! I can live without following what people say and not be scared if somebody gets mad at me.
I know myself now and understood my pain whom nobody takes seriously. I will walk with confidence carrying my own pride whatever everybody thinks of me. Who cares? I’m not living my life for you!
It tooks time to take back this confidence I lost. And will never let anybody crush me again! One failure is enough to make me stronger and wiser person. And only loosers keeps on focusing on champions. While I’ll be like champion focusing on winning!

23/05/2020

It used to be so simple
It was a world I understood
I didn’t know what I didn’t know
And life seems pretty good

But now the darkness rises
From somewhere deep inside of me
A powerful that takes me
Can I keep this midnight from getting free

If I could stay with the light I know I’ll be free
I can start to be home I could start to be me

But instead I am struggling with all that I see
And these friends mustn’t seen the midnight in me
The midnight in me
I mustn’t seen the midnight in me

23/05/2020

My sacrifice:
Heaven knows I tried the best of myself
Closed eyes while sacrificing for others
I never wanna see how painful
So I have to numb this feeling
I know nobody’s gonna understood me
Even I showed my care that wasted
Time drained these eyes from crying

Every little moment at my worst
standing in the battle while being teared
Get away as fast as you can
I’m no longer the one you knew
No one will ever know What I’ve been
Making sure this weakness never win

You failed to show me care that I needed
Yeah you’ll never save me from my crimes
Time pushed me to be a naive monster
Wasted sacrifice turned me a nightmare
Walking out this broken ending part

How did this happened?
An easy trusting heart that has been used
Show me kindness so shall I
Love me, care for me, that’s how I too
Until forgetting myself is only choice
Saving you is my first option
I am your slave just to see that smile
Choosing to do everything for you
Making you happy is the reason I live

I never know myself any longer
This is not me struggling for nothing
I’m no longer happy with what I do
My heart is stucked without you

This times you left me
I don’t know what to do
A monster you never expected me to be
Your worst nightmare was once your slave

23/05/2020

Bakit ganito na lang palagi
Paulit ulit na pangyayari
Para bang may mali
Na hindi ko masabi

Patuloy sa pag-ikot
Walang bago walang luma

Pagmulat ng mata, babangon, hilamos
Aantayin ang paboritong panood
Sabay kain ng aking agahan
konting subo habang matagal ngumuya
Dapat alas nuebe tapos ng kumain
Sakto sa pagtapos ng pelikula

Babalik sa kwarto at mageemote
Kung hindi pupunta ng pwesto para magtinda
Maghapong magpapalipas ng oras
Kung anu-ano na aking pinaggagagawa
Nagtatanong kung hanggang dito na lang ako?

Mamaya tanghalian nanaman
Pero meryenda lng inaatupag
Maglilinis kunwari habang tutok ang mata sa tv
Hanggang di mamamalayan na hapon nanaman
Tapos na kong maghugas, magsaing, kumain at magpahinga
Pagdating niyo sa bahay bahala na kayo
Matutulog na ko bukas nanaman ganito ko maghapon

12/11/2019

Aminin mo may tao sa buhay mo na gusto mong bumalik...

16/10/2019

Lahat tayo may may pagkakamali
Ngunit kung galit ka sa isang tao wag mong gamitin to para yurakan ang pagkatao nila at bumango ka

10/08/2018

MOVE ON!!
I accept I have too much regrets in my life because of what happened to me. But what can I do? Its already done. All I have to do now is to move on, look for my life.. and walk for the future. That's life!
I can never dwell anymore on things went wrong.
It's normal to get sad and feel down when you fall because you have nothing left to fight for if they were the once already have given up 😢.
But come to think of it. You almost doing it everyday in your life is no longer normal.
Its important to learn that "after every storm comes a rainbow". When the rainfall & you get sad because you don't see anymore ways to get up & walk through the problems. Just think how many people have harder problems than you and you just stay around crying.
It's going to be a year since I met him and realized I tried my hardest to move on. It's been 4 months since I break up with him yet the feelings' still there. "You can never loose your love to someone.. But you can loose someone you love"
Maybe my punishment to myself is enough.. You cannot have the someone you love, but those people who loves you can't have you too. & if those people would know you are down in pain everyday how would they feel? You'll just upsetting them. Instead of doing that why not find solusyon to make those who love you happy.
Maybe I'm fine now. Not fully but getting there. Maybe this is better. Moving on slowly but surely.
Time will come..

09/08/2018

can anybody answer why?!

09/08/2018

Ba't di n lng pagtagpuin lhat ng seryoso at hayaang maglokohan ang mga malalandi

26/04/2018