06/01/2024
Just when Her plants from my step mom are coming up good, their gonna have to dig up to remove the deck and mobile so we can relocate everything & our other home, I'm gonna hate having to chop down our loaded 🍑, 🍎 & 🍐 trees not to mention her record breaking Wisteria that took 10 years to bloom . At least she got to see it, then there's Her Onyx our niece Rachel gave us & My chocolate lab Maddie their buried under her Cleveland Pear that her now deceased son-in-law got her for Mother's Day the year before he passed then her Lady Maggie Mae a champion German Rottweiler she brought her when we came, is under the big pine in back beside My Brother Wendel Son that past away dog we named shadow along with our Gee Gee that passed with all her puppies a week from birth, it really makes me feel bad the life we love & I promised her is being ripped away because we tried to get out of the struggle of doing without, and recoup our losses from the electric company that tore down the fencing her father & I bought to put up to bring her horses here, I've always helped out when ever I could giving when I didn't have to out of my own pocket and I've always paid back every dime I ever borrowed made sure this place would be here for future generations only to be forced to leave it all behind because she was being put on the spot to for something she would have shared if not had been demanded for something she was willing to share and worked 6 months back and forth showing invoices & receipts of the loses we had endured trying to contain her horses the power companies crew set free to put in their poles . Putting. 4 horses on less than a half acre of already munched down pasture became very expensive to feed. I'm sorry if it feels like I stepped on anyone's toes by giving her the money but honestly it wasn't mine or anyone else to take. So don't look down on her she made a suggestion to give some again she didn't have to only to be countered with them wanting more & that's what stopped it all. Boundaries was over stepped even by my own self, trying to punish her when she was in the right in the first place, so she stepped away now everyone loses especially us so I'm either damned if I do or damned if I don't, but I know she's gonna be here for me when everyone else is gone so what am I supposed to do, i put her in this spot by making this life with her. All I can do is say I'm sorry.
