05/23/2025
My Biggest Secret
I am a 42 year old teacher, and still live in the village I grew up in, which is in Scotland. I am married to a fellow teacher, and we have 3 young children. I would describe our s*x life as okay, but with busy jobs and the kids, itâs not particularly exciting. I normally find that fantasizing helps me to reach an or**sm much faster, but as my other half is not particularly experimental, I tend to keep the thoughts in my head, rather than say them out loud.
There is one fantasy theme that works for me every time, and itâs variations of something that actually happened when I was 18 years old. It was the summer before I went away to university, and I spent most of the long break baby-sitting for a family my parents knew. They â Mike and Julia â were a nice couple in their forties, and had twin 11-year old boys that I looked after from time to time. They ran an events business together, which often meant one or both of them working away overnight, or getting home late, so I would often stay over at their house. I always enjoyed staying over, as the boys were well-behaved, and Julia always paid me very well for my time, much more than my friends made as waitresses or shop assistants. The best part however were the nights that Mike was away and Julia would come back late. We would stay up talking, and she treated me like an equal, a grown-up, which is something my strict parents never did. Sheâd normally open a bottle of wine for us to share, or fix us a c**ktail each, and weâd sit and talk about my upcoming university adventure, boys I liked, my hopes for the future â all the things I couldnât talk about at home.
One evening â I remember it now, it was the first Tuesday of that July â I was looking after the boys whilst she worked locally and Mike was away in France. Sheâd told me sheâd be back around midnight, so I waited up. It was a hot, sticky night, so I sat on the sofa in short pyjamas, watching old movies. She got back a little before twelve, and after asking how the children had been, went to the kitchen to fetch a bottle of wine and two glasses.
We sat chatting about the event that sheâd been talking about â a charity fundraiser â and then moved on to telling me about her plans for Mikeâs 50th birthday party the following month. They had a huge social circle of friends, and people would be travelling from all over Europe to celebrate with them. I asked her what she was planning to get him for his birthday, and her response will stay with me forever.
âActually hon, I was hoping you might be able to help with that.â
I was puzzled. âWell if I can, I will. What did you have in mind?â
She smiled. âBefore I tell you, I need you to know that itâs okay if you say no, and I donât want to offend you. This stays between us, please?â I nodded.
âSo this might come as a shock to you, but Mike and IâŠ. have what you could call an open relationship. As in, we swing. Sleep with other people, go to parties with other couples that like to swap partners, that kind of thing. But for a while, weâve had this fantasy about someone younger â late teens, early twenties maybe â joining us in bed. Most of our friends are our age, and part of a couple. Now I know youâre looking to make more money for your University fund, so I was wondering⊠would you like to be our âspecial guestâ? It would only be a one-off, and weâd naturally be very discreet, as weâd need you to be. But it would be lots of fun, and weâd pay you well for that nightâs work.â She laughed.
I was stunned. Not offended, just incredibly surprised and somewhat curious.
âSo you watch each other have s*x with other people? Donât you get jealous?â I asked.
She shook her head as she took a sip of wine. âNo not at all. We have a very stable relationship, and we trust each other. We always tell each other if we have s*x with someone else when the other isnât there, so in a lot of ways, our marriage is based on more honesty than most other couplesâ is. And itâs good fun, it keeps things exciting and stops us getting bored.â
My own experiences of s*x at this point had not been particularly fun or exciting. I lost my virginity to a classmate at a party when I was 16, and that had been a rushed fumble that didnât do anything for me. After that, I had only had s*x with my ex-boyfriend, who was also from a strict background where s*x wasnât discussed, and only ever wanted to do it in the missionary position, in the dark.
âLook, thereâs no pressure. Itâs not for everyone, and we certainly wouldnât want to lose our best babysitter over this. But I really think you would enjoy it, weâd make sure of that, and it would really take the financial pressure off you when you go away. Based on you doing the things on our wish list, weâd be prepared to pay youâŠ..â
She got out a pen and wrote a number on the back of her hand. I could not believe how much they were offering, it really would make a huge difference to my life for the next year.
âWow! I mean â well I donât know. But Iâm not sure Iâm comfortable with being paid for s*x, doesnât that make me some kind of hooker?â
She laughed again. âNo sweetheart, it doesnât. Think of it more as friends doing favours for each other. As our friend, youâd be making sure that I could give my husband the birthday treat he has his heart set on. And as your friend, weâd be making sure that you could manage when you start university. Does that sound better?â
I nodded. âSo when you say you have a wish list, what does that involve?â
âDifferent things, and you donât have to do all of them. We wouldnât ask you to do anything you were uncomfortable with, but weâd pay a share of the total for any that you did. So for starters, Mike loves to watch me with other women, it always turns him on so much. You and I would put on a little show for him to get things started. Then, it would be up to you. Either you could watch us having s*x â we both love being watched â or he could f**k you whilst I play with both of you â thereâs lots of options.â
I blushed, trying to picture what she was describing. They were both very attractive people, and not that I would tell her this, but I had fantasised about her husband when I was alone in bed ma********ng.
âIâm not sure, I mean Iâve not really done much before with guys. Iâve never been with another girl either. So I probably wonât know what to do. I donât think Iâm very good at s*x stuff, Iâve never really enjoyed it.â
She smiled. âThatâs because youâve only ever been with selfish, immature boys that didnât know how to pleasure you. We could teach you how to enjoy s*x, which will only be a good thing for you in life and will help you to know what you want from your next relationship.â
I sat and thought about it for a moment.
âIâm definitely tempted,â I told her. âIâm just worried I wonât know what to do.â
âI can help with that,â she replied, moving to sit much closer to me on the sofa.
I felt myself becoming lightheaded from the wine, but mainly from the excitement building within me. Without saying a word, Julia leant in and kissed me, gently on the lips. She pulled away slightly to look in my eyes, as if waiting for permission to go further. When I smiled, she moved in to kiss me again, this time much harder. Her hands began to move over my body, stroking my skin and making me tingle.
Having never been with a woman before, this was all new, but felt so good. The boys I had been with had always been rough and awkward, but this felt incredible. As her tongue parted my lips and began to explore my mouth, her hands made their way up my top, where they started to gently squeezing my t**s.
She stopped kissing me for a moment and lifted up my top, to view my breasts as she held them.
âOh my!â she exclaimed. âMike will go crazy over these! Heâs definitely a breast-guy and heâs always talking about how big and s*xy yours are. MmmmâŠ.â
With that her mouth moved onto one of my ni***es swirling her tongue over it before suckling with firm but pleasant pressure. Her hand gently squeezed my breast in rhythm with her sucking. It was sheer bliss, and she moved from one tit to the other, then back again, until I felt ready to pass out.
She must have sensed my arousal, as without removing her mouth, she slipped her hand into my shorts. I was so wet, and as her fingers found my c**t, I started to moan with pleasure. Iâve heard people say it takes another woman to know, but she seemed to know exactly what I wanted, without saying a word. Skilfully, she continued to rub my swollen c**t with her thumb as she slit a finger into my soaking p***y. âOhhhh, so tight!â she murmured, her hot breath teasing my hard ni**le.
I began to pant as she added second finger, stroking them in and out, slowly and then faster. She increased the pressure from her thumb, and as I got closer to the edge, she started to suck my tit even harder. In no time at all I felt my muscles contract around her fingers, and I cried out as the or**sm took over my body.
After gently withdrawing her fingers, she pulled my top down and kissed me on the mouth.
âSee, that wasnât so bad, was it?â she giggled.
âIt was amazing,â I corrected her. âDo you want me to do something for you now?â
âNo,â she replied. âItâs getting late, I think we should be thinking about bed.â
I struggled to fall asleep lying alone in their guest bed, my mind racing at what had happened and what she had offered me. Having had someone else make me cm for the first time, I knew I wanted it to happen again, and that I would be accepting her proposal.
The next morning, she treated me like normal, laughing and joking as we got the boysâ breakfast ready. Just before I left, I whispered to her that I wanted to take her up on her offer, and she looked delighted and told me sheâd be in touch.
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