09/16/2024
Again, thank you for everyone that sent me wishes June 24th for my 70th birthday, and start of my 71st year. On my last birthday I wrote about my birth and the mother I never got to see. This most recent 70th I reveal that I was at 20 years old when I learned that I was the last male in a cursed family bloodline, and I would never be able to have children, much less a son to carry on the family name.
I came into the Church as a new believer in June 1983. At 29 years old, when I gave my life to Christ, I was not just "getting saved," but in my case I was responding to a "conditional invitation" to "count the cost of being a Disciple," and to learn what it meant to "abide in Christ," and to have "His Words living in me."
Only then would I hopefully would "bear much good fruit, showing myself to be His disciple to the Glory of the Father." If my entire family line had to end with me, I prayed it would end on a Christ-glorifying note in me.
Prophets all over the country and Europe have told me I would not only have one son, but even twins, but male fertility science said otherwise, and well-intentioned prayers did not change the physical reality, and the curse was not manifestly broken, at least not yet. (lol)
Often as a counselor I sometimes enthusiastically feel like I really let the Spirit "nail the negative issues of other believers' flesh to the Cross."
I think about how thrilled I am to see when believers who have come to see me, and who want to grow in Christ and succeed in marriage, suddenly and "enthusiastically" realize the resulting transformation that is occurring inside them (entheos = God from within), and proving itself in outward expression of the life and words of Christ.
I am even more thrilled when both their inward faith and outward words and actions become such that they can help "sanctify others in the Bride of Christ," someplace where the need for such ministry may not even yet be recognized within the Church.
This sanctity and "Christ formed in you, the Hope of Glory," should be the driving purpose of the 5-fold ministers - who are "gifts to the body meant especially to equip us for ministry to one another, so the church grows into the full stature of Christ."
Then I am reminded of all the pastors who have heard of my ministry even from elders and worship leaders in their church, but who would rather investigate my life to see if they can disqualify me for ministry due to some slander they hear, or truth about a past sin long-repented of, that was later spread and kept alive by gossip. "By slander (false lies) a man destroys his neighbor, and by gossip (of true or false divulgences) a city is destroyed."
It's incredible how jealously some of those "would-be-five-fold ministers" ignore and even prevent the gifts of others from blossoming as they shrink back from exploring their own gifts that lie buried under fear and/or traditions, and which are unmoved by scholarly preaching. They may be "fivers," but they too often function completely separately and alone.
I've always been a highly gifted and disciplined team player in sports, and other endeavors, but I also excelled as a coach, and business consultant, and then as a disciple I found that Jesus was similarly pleased to be "the Wonderful Counselor" in me and through me for the last half of my 70 years.
I have great joy as a counselor when I get to see any of my clients realize their own increasing transformation, but even greater joy when they become selflessly motivated to muster the guts to bring a friend or a peer, and to intercede while sitting in on those sessions.
My joy is positively over-flowing when someone self-sacrificially launches out into the deep themselves, trusting the Spirit, the gift, and the anointing as I did 35 years ago. Only to the likes of them does scripture say, "You don't need that any man teach you, for the anointing that is in you is real and it will guide you unto all Truth."
I testify that believing, knowing and loving that Truth was a good place for me to start this half of my life, when the One - who is never not anointed - was suddenly pleased to reveal Himself inside me as the Wonderful Counselor.
I pray that anyone who has partaken of spiritual dialogue and prayer with me in the last 35 years would continue to ask Jesus if He would be pleased to reveal more of Himself, His words and wisdom in you, and more of His burden for countless members - our eternal siblings - in the not yet spotless Bride.
A good future Truth to aim for requires inspiration such as the apostle Paul spoke of when he said, "We the apostles (=sent ones) carry about in our bodies the dying of the Lord Jesus (Why?), so that His life will "be formed" in our mortal bodies. And, so death is at work in us so that life may be at work (and formed) in you."
We are told that "Hope deferred makes the heart sick," but also that "Hope that is "real hope" does not disappoint." Do you know of this "real hope?" It is "Christ FORMED in you, the Hope of Glory."
His Mercy, and Grace, and Peace be to you all,
Jeff Carr
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