17/08/2026
The past few weeks have been major I need my mum moments. Is it because I’m experiencing life changes or is it my birthday fast approaching?
The thing with grief is you can never pinpoint what will set you off into the emotional spiral. Life changes and the world keeps turning and all I want is to pick up that phone and tell you everything happening in our lives. Knowing I’ll never receive another embarrassing happy birthday post, the long message, home cooked dinner and of course the homemade cake (if it didn’t get thrown out the window cause you had to be a perfectionist) 😅 or is it the impending appeal we are yet to hear any information on and it’s been 5 months since the last appearance relating to it.
My siblings and I were robbed. The last birthday I spent with mum resulted in her getting punched in the nose because we went out for lunch, then followed by a phone call to triple 000 to see if police could do a welfare check. Yet another milestone James’s actions ruined.
I’ll find my feet again I know, we miss you terribly mum. Every single day. 💜